Life and time. A small comment about my life and my time.

It´s something I can´t explain, it´s  like being here just waiting for something. Sometimes I feel as if I were doing nothing with my life, and then, I start remembering what I have really done in all my life, and what I have really lived in my life. Not more than 2 or 3 years.


I can´t explain what time is, I just feel I have to change something but I don´t really know what I may change. I just know I must try to do my best, but, What does mean "to do my best"? Who is going to judge me? my friends? my teachers? my parents?or just me?
Nobody can, nobody has the right to judge me, just me! Anyway, I´m ever harder with myself, I´m almost never happy with myself.

Time is something that make me feel I need or I have to do many things before doing many others things, so then, my time is never time enough, and I always feel I need more time, I´m always thinking of what I have to do when I finish what Ï´m doing now.

Sin dios ni amo. / Without god or Master

A menudo nos olvidamos de quienes somos, y de dónde venimos. A menudo cambiamos todo nuestro discurso en cuanto tenemos el más mínimo poder.

Alguién dijo, que no te haces conservador hasta que no tienes algo que conservar, y ese algo que conservar parace que nos hace olvidar por lo que un día trabajamos, luchamos, o simplemente, nos olvidamos de lo que eramos, para ser lo que tenemos, y vivir por conservar lo que creemos poseer.

El poder que corrompe, que decía no recuerdo quien, el poder que nos corrompe diría yo.

Resulta, cuánto menos, triste.

Sin Dios, ni amo. Sin nada que conservar, porque nada es mío, ni lo fué, ni mucho menos lo será para siempre.



Frequently we forget who we are and where we are from. Frequently we change all our speech when we have any power.

Anybody said you become conservative when you have something to preserve, and that things makes us forget  because of we worked or fighted. The power that just makes us to forget what we were, to become us in what we have, and makes us live to preserve what we think so we possess.

The power that corrupt, that said I don´t remember who. The power that corrupt us, that i´d say.

It´s, at least, a bit sad.

Without god, or master. With nothing to preserve, because nothing is mine, nothing was mine, and nothing will be mine forever.

Un saludo

Mañana / Tomorrow

Ni en vacaciones soy capaz de despegarme, al menos totalmente, del mañana. Con cierta frecuencia acude a mi mente lo que tengo que hacer cuándo vuelva, lo que debo hacer antes de volver, o lo que debiera haber hecho, y que no puedo dejar más.

Mi mente contra el tiempo, yo contra las obligaciones, gran parte de ellas auto-impuestas y absudas. Guerra perdida. Guerra perdida, porque el simple hecho de plantearme esto ya es una victoria para el tiempo, pues significa que sigue ocupando mi mente, aunque sea para hacerme consciente de la trampa.

La trampa de hacerme pensar en aquello que no merece mi tiempo, por imposibilidad de resolverlo, o por ser innecesario hacerlo, al menos ahora-

Y así, mi tiempo pasa, y se va y me gana.



I can´t leave the idea of tomorrow, at least totally, even on holidays. Frequently come to my mind what I have to do when I come back from my holidays, what I have to do before coming back from my holidays , or what I had had to do, and I can not leave without doing anymore.

My mind against the time, I against my obligations, almost all of them absurd and just in my mind. Lost war. Lost war, because of the simple fact of thinking in this is a victory for the time, because of that means that time is still in my mind, althought that makes me know or see the trick.

The trick of make me think about those things that should not have my time, because  I cannot do anything, or because it isn´t needed to do nothing, at least for now.

And then, my time goes away, leaves me, and time wins me.

Intro-ducción / Introduction

No sé muy bien que pretendo creando este espacio. Puede que sea sólo una necesidad egoista de recoger y mostrar en algún lado "visible" lo que se me pase por la cabeza, o incluso peor, crear algún lugar de "difusión" para aquello que consiga publicar.

Las intenciones que me llevan, en principio, están relacionadas con plasmar y dejar constancia en algún sitio de los sentimientos, ideas o pensamientos que pueda tener, con respecto a diferentes temas, algo así como darle forma al caos, pero manteniendo esa estructura de caos.

Intentaré destruir, que no siempre es más fácil que crear.


I don´t really know what I pretend creating this blog. It could be just a selfish need to write down and show in any visible place what happen in my head, or even worse, to create a place to show all what I get to publish.

The reasons that i have to do it, at first, are related with showing my feelings, ideas or thoughts in this place, about some different topics. It´s like building in the chaos, but keeping that structure of chaos.

I´ll try to destroy, that it´s not always easier than to create.